I will Never

I WILL NEVER ...

I Will Never Stop Loving You
Have I ever told you how I feel about you.
The feelings inside are true.
I don't know what it is.

I no longer even know the reason why.
All I know is I can't stop thinking about you.
I am sleepless in the night when all these
 thoughts come to my mind.

I can only think of what you have said.
I get all warm inside.
I have a loving feeling that will not go away.
Sometimes I just want to hide behind the curtain.
I don't want you to see me cry.

It's harder for me everytime we have to say goodbye.
I can only stand up for myself.
When my friends try to tell you how I feel.
They say I'm in love with you.
Is this real.

Why did this have to happen to me.
What did I do to deserve this.
Can you even see.
I want to tell you how I truly am.
I want to be more than just your friend.

Bonnie J Hollywood-Cutts

Winter 2011

Forgiveness

Forgiveness


Fixing the broken bonds of
our own making of things
ruined by hurting the gifts  
friends & life) God gave
instead of showing the value 
they can hold in our lives
efforts must be made to heal.
never just stopping half way
eventually the fruits of the labors
show and grow from sincere efforts
sin can not win unless we allow it to.


To do this we must learn 
to forgive ourselves first 
and then our neighbors.
Those that hurt us  and do it intentionally and those that 
don't even know they did.
Then take it to God.
Ask for forgiveness 
from them if you are the
one that wronged them.
Then take that to God as well. 
He is waiting to hear us 
begin .

Bonnie J. Hollywood-Cutts
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